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I even felt the warmth of the sun as well as the sand and rocks beneath my bare feet. The sky was that same brilliant cloudless blue, I could hear, see, maybe even kind of smell the tides of the Long Island sound crashing the shore. Jim looked exactly the same as he did that summer as he stood waiting for me on the beach by that huge rock which was one our chosen spots, with that same smile only for me and calling me over as I was hauling a few things which he came over to help carry for me figuring out where to set up. I honestly felt I was instantly a starry eyed teenager again and reliving those days all over as if untouched by the passage of time. We were at Reeves Beach on an a beautiful Summers Day which was a place we had frequented a lot, such as Senior Cut Days and the day after the Prom for example. I suppose its nothing out of the ordinary to have these thoughts and dreams sneak up on me at certain times.mainly when our last HS reunion was being planned or anytime Id visit Long Island where of course I am surrounded by all the old haunts.so naturally I will be reminded of all the associated memories no matter how much I might try to stop it.it just happens.Īnd the most recent dream to date.which was just LAST NIGHT was one of those dreams that are just eerily VIVID, as if the memory was just made yesterday as well. This has been far from the first time this has occurred. Is it totally crazy for him to still seep in my subconscious.does that mean I never really forgot him on that level despite long stretched of not actively or consciously thinking about him. This all has to be somewhat Maddening on some level right? I feel ashamed to admit it, but every now and then.dreams about Jim will appear to me.